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I am a mystic madman, a wandering wildman, scholar of esoterica, dilettante sadhu, dready-headed hippie (only have a few jata on the back of my head right now, though more be forming of this third set of knotted hair), gentle yogi, fierce foe of falsity. I was a preacher, but I renounced that. I was married, but she renounced me. I was a grad student at one of the top universities in the world on my way to becoming a professor, but I realized they taught lies there too. I am protector of souls, lover of mountains, smoker of herb, fond of hot springs, oceans and lakes and rivers and rain and sunshine, devotee of Devi.

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Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Lonesome Devotions . . .

Makin' some headway in the return to stasis, tumult and torment of confusion and collusion waning, deeper devotional transformational bhakti in relation to Devi, Durga Kali Parvati Tridevi I see in the movement of things.  A bit more hurt than before when my love for Devi was manifest mostly in subtleties of MahaMaya showing Herself in little lila and lovers lovely and sublime, women whose veils removed (and clothes dropped to the floor) granted me glimpses of the Great Goddess in Her Eternal Beauty and Graceful Eminations and Expressions of Love.  Indeed She is Sexy, though by no means unclean in Her Lovemaking.  Indeed the Scriptures do tell She ain't exactly always monogamous--OMG!!!--and indeed sometimes a Seductress Extraordinaire . . .

Of late's been a very long refractory period that's been, perhaps, time to reflect and transform from the Places of Mind and Love and Dark and Light She's shown me, this humble sadhu sorta seeking to settle somewhat down sorta into some semblance of the pursuit of Artha, too.  Ain't no Sexy Sadie, mind you, I'm about consensuality and tantra true, if not perfection and utmost purity in the timing and place and righteous dance of hot steamy transcendental lovemaking, recognizing Siva-Shakti as Ideal to be met in such powerful things as joining of linga and yoni, yogi and yogini (if "American-styles" ya know?!) and relationship generally.  And btw, Purity in Sexuality don't gotta mean lawfully wed; consensual and appropriately matched man and woman with right mind and means and mode and maturity is what doth truly matter, yo!!  (Dunno about gay or lesbian tantra, as that ain't my field, though abiding by the same appropriateness and consensuality the main things need be met, I suppose . . . Vishnu and Siva got it on and made a Baby even this one time when Vishnu was a Woman named Mohini, and Ardhanarishwara is true hermaphrodite).

Tantra doth indeed manifest as expression of and practice as Siva-Shakti, and that Divine Marriage maintains manifold lila, multiplicities of modes of playing out of Loveplay Eternal, lotsa love stories and positions to choose, many dances from subtle to hot and wild and animalistic passion performed.  And sometimes that Love is lived as fighting for the Good that keeps the Flame of Divine Passion of said sort Pure and the field of Love Secure from taint or tarnish, though is by no means Puritanical (except maybe for fun . . . role-playing styles, hee hee).

Anyhow . . .

Namo Namah Devi Shakti!!!! Namo Namah Devi Durga!!!! Namo Namah Devi Mahamaya!!!!

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